1. |
Well
01:16
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2. |
Surrender
04:38
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subconscious
funeral
intrinsic
gratitude
I reveal
open heart
please don't judge
I'm afraid
shame
can't survive light
rise
stand once more
close
your eyes and breath
hold
your head towards sun
remember
how you felt
surrender
but never give up
cherish the light
worship the night
who I was
who I am
not the same
never again
never again
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3. |
Regret
05:25
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A constant reminder rests beneath the surface
made visible to others
in unconscious spirals
revelations in dark hours
my sacred moment
a patchwork of regret
pristine depression
it's not a problem until it is
it's not an issue until it is
hatred and regret
a weak mind and frail emotions
suppressed
a seamless decline
I no longer know who i am
I have become a stranger to myself
with this I recognize the need for change
it's not a problem until it is
hatred
it's not an issue until it is
hatred
hatred and regret
from this moment I promise
to live with purpose honesty and passion
I had to suffer
I'm grateful for it
Why rise from the ashes without asking why you had to burn?
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4. |
Drown
05:05
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morals
carved in stone
turn to dust
failure
to uphold
promises
at any cost
my hands are clean
free of guilt
tragedy
a talking point
for inaction
drown
failure
to address
what was lost
anger with myself
I deflect
unintended
self-inflicted
emptiness
it's everything
except the truth
that I blame
drown
hide behind abuse
hide
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5. |
Despise
07:06
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deep breath in
deep breath out
study my reflection
wipe away the tears
look into my eyes
nothing stares back
I despise
who I am
I don't recognize
who I'm looking at
passive compassion
selfless resentment
sink
fragile state
shattered self
understand what happened
it was for the best
worship your sorrow
it will set you free
I accept
what I've done
the joy of reconstruction
a chance to reinvent
my foundation
stands on hollow ground
sink
help me please
please help me
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6. |
Hopeless
06:01
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devoid
of order
of meaning
accomplish nothing
ascend
in sorrow
in regret
acknowledge avoidance
face to stone
shoulder to earth
superior to fate
I am stronger
than my rock
awareness
brings agony
consciousness
is a tragedy
futile
hopeless
suffering
cast my eyes down the path I came
slowly out of focus
my burden fades
will I ever know the end?
crushing truths perish from being acknowledged
I accept my burden
I acknowledge it's existence
in stillness before action
I begin my descent
optimistic
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7. |
Detached
04:00
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unaware of the world
that exists past your hands
no one else is afraid
why should I be concerned?
In spite of what is felt
you remain detached
conscious inaction
total
complete
distraction
wretched attention
fleeting devotion
life starts and ends at arms length
never present
life starts and ends at arms length
always distant
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8. |
Perish
04:23
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passing out
is easier
than falling asleep
when light fades
I escape
into bliss
I awake
nothing's changed
except the date
empty stare
as I lay
motionless
perish with no purpose
fade with no meaning
wither away dreamless
worthless presence
nothing to live for
meaningless
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9. |
Reflection
07:33
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light filters through the room
dust floats directionless
my hands tremble with joy
at a sight once overlooked
a sober witness to the morning
a sublime observation
oppressed by beauty
I submit
a clear mind
a soft focus
is this what I've been missing?
an optimistic view
lost since youth
returns in silent reflection
in waves of radiant conviction
an outward pouring of joy
with intention with passion
frees me of fear
cleanses my grief
a silent reflection
before influence
before corruption
never change what you find
observe it as it is
I forget nothing of my past
no light without dark
existential crisis
condemned to freedom
condemned
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